Waiting, AGAIN!

I emailed Dr. A and she said it would probably be fine to send our home study as is, but D & I didn't feel very confident about that. I called USCIS and they said we needed to get a correct home study before we submit our I-800A. UGH!!! I am feeling like nothing is going right! I KNOW there's got to be a reason, but it would sure be nice to know what it is so I can stop freaking out! I emailed Dr. A back and asked how long it would take to get a corrected version and I'm waiting to hear back. I'm hoping they can expedite it since they made the mistake and they know the hurry we are in, but I'm expecting her to say 2-3 weeks again. :-\

In more positive news, I had another dream about Z last night. Oh, she was SO precious!! We were riding a bus in Crescent Moon after having picked her up and she was so sweet! She was brave and wondering around the bus despite being blind. She obviously couldn't see anything, yet she somehow magically maintained eye contact with me as much as a sighted child would who was deeply in love with me. Oh, it was wonderful!! We played blocks and I showed her how they sounded when beat against each other and against the floor and helped her to feel them. It was so magical! She went over to our local guide/translator and she helped her up to her lap. The guide asked me what her name was and I hesitated for a bit and told her a slightly wrong name that didn't sound quite right and Z made a funny face at me. Then I remembered and told her the proper name and Z smiled and said, "That's my name!!" and kind of giggled that cute little girl giggle. I know it must not sound like much of a dream, but I woke up more in love with her than I already was and I didn't think that could be possible! It's good to have some encouragement that we will still get to bring her home despite this process indicating otherwise.... *sigh*